Monday, November 30, 2009
a photo
stuck in my memory
Just came back from UIP, and really learnt loads of stuff from there...esp from senior vis.
vip coming soon..wonder what will happen
still affected by once used to be close frens, even tho now ur probably drifting apart.
does this happens to all frens that everyone encounter?
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Finally, if I were to give a memory jar to joel,
definitely will have a hard time choosing, coz theres loads i wish to give him. but if i were forced to pick only one, that jar will contain the time when each person were to have their own page for the yearbook, and joel decided to take a photo together with him.
i guess it's coz of the days when i was guiding him with fd, as we chiong for the upcoming fdcom.
no idea why id pick that one, but that i guess that was the first time when both of us really got to know each other.
somehow i cant seem to thank these 3 ppl more. the people who went for ulp, batch 57. clive, you sheng and joel. not that i disregard the other people in their batch, but i daresay we made a pretty strong team back then, and thats all that matters.
I just wanna say how grateful i am having to meet the 3 of you, and may we not drift apart.
coz thats the only thing im afraid of.
thanks guys. i really mean it :)
im slpy when i type this
Saturday, November 28, 2009
live like theres no tomorrow
stuck in my memory
its amazing how so many ppl are living to the fullest, living like theres no tomorrow
live now. dun regret it. what u have, go enjoy
dats the advice i get everywhere i go
why cant ppl plan ahead
after my 20th bdae..i start to wonder how long frenships last
its been a while since i got to talk wif all my previous rirc frens
my primary school frens, my sec school classmates
u see ppl all still staying strong wif their own batch
when i prob have landed myself in a state where ill nvr be close wif any coz im always the one guiding, but was nvr once part of the group
and people come, people go, they stay together, i dun
are good frens formed when they get to see each other everyday for work reasons?
well it seems to be the easy way out, i mean u haf to meet each other coz of ur work, so ur bond gets closer. no effort needed. but must it always be that way
its sad that each yr arnd this time i will face this ...weird...lonely situation
yea u got frens out there. but the feeling of i-belong-here is definitely not as strong as those who still got their batchmates to be with
my circle of frens dun last long. they change every 3 yrs..if not every 1 yr, tanx to the structure and system that im in. not blaming them, but is this a pang of regret...?
now..just feel that slowly, they just drift away, and i feel as if i dun understand them the way i do before..and u cant help them, but jus watch them drift away into their own little worlds, leaving you to continue to worry for them, when that worry...is pretty useless anyway.
i really treasure those who become VIs...for sum reason
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if I were to give a memory jar to you sheng,
it wld a memory of when we were trying to figure out the personality of people through their blogs only, and we were talking online discussing about their character traits and stuff by seeing their profile, the way they type, content etc.
i duno why i chose that, bt perhaps that was a time when i felt that we were both genuinely having fun. for once. hmm.....
well its a nice memory haha. and ill always rmbr it. thanx for being there you sheng! :D
Friday, November 27, 2009
Memory jars
stuck in my memory
firstly...replying TAGGIE!!!
yuhui: I was fat at that time...was so scared that i tot i had sum weird blockage in my large intestine haha...but now fine liao....wooo!!
ambrose sir: ahhh yes sir! all the best to us waaaaa
Yu Ping: OMG seriously??!?!?! hahaha cooool!!!! and tanx!!! now maybe i shld get to know her more hahaha
YT: taanx!!!
hweehwa: you found my blog! haha tanx!
d: tanx dumdum!!
jes: I AAAAAAAAm
sin: Hahaha yaar...we all are! tanx!!
fafa: YEA!!! now if we feel fat can jus find my blog post hahaha!
jem: awww tanx dad!
anyway back to whats been going on so far
VIP coming soon
bdae just passed
unit camp just passed...having mixed feelings..
but felt great for once coz i have 3 more to be VIs working beside me..hahaha dun feel out of place anymore heh...
1st camp gone..UIP VIP and RCYC to go
jia yous people!!!
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if memories are like these clumps of air/water floating around in the air, and you can capture then in these little jars, and give them to people as presents:
which memory will you give to your good family members?
after 20 years, got me thinking after going for this art exhibition with Clive yesterday. And for that, I shall start with Clive.
If i were to give him a memory jar, that jar will contain the memories of us practicing dance for 2008. coz thats when you got closer to the bunch of us and all of us became really good frens. that competition triggered the bonds that you, me, joel, you sheng, shu qiao, brandon, ben and sheng wei had till today. Will never forget it..and tanx for appearing in my humble life :)
May our frenship last forever
